human futility3

the mom's role-inevitable isn't it?.........but hey!some apology........i really think it'll take lil more time to come to this for it's the best topic to write on :u agree?.....now I'll just put up a show/fight which is kind of dedicated to one of my friends.It will surely be of great interests to youngsters......for they r the ones bubbling with confidence that they will find some1 for themselves and are not weathered away by the storm of marriage!Oh!yes....my server still doesn't comply with it , it still says 'warning signal'!~
Doesn't mean I've seen bad marriages instead it's the other way........and so i' say if u feel Ur weary of life and too lazy to do something new only then marry cause all the missing spice will no more matter once the whole food is burnt :D :D ............kudos to all bachelors and spinsters live it up b4 marriage!That does not mean i support affairs~and all the SMARTIES(i always kind of am remembered about u) don't think of fun in any other way neither do i support being characterless/still any doubts?

don't be crazy i wasn't clicking when they were fighting!

So today it's the LOVER'S day-on my script i.e.

'I Long Ur love,Ur care,
My mind it holds some distant belief
That a reason be for Ur ignorance
Yet Ur mind still doesn't unfold
The endless secret it beholds
Slowly my mind wins over my mind
and slowly my friends seem more right than me.......
......say it say it say it i beg,tell me that it is a lie!'

It's pretty obvious that i approach breakups here.But as much as i have known that these relations can be most devastating and ruining not to ignore the fact they have also created and discovered the good in humans.

Not Ivira this time......i purposefully use the real name. Sarah!
Let's turn the camera to her family...... a blessed pair as her parents, a compassionate brother(elder) and working and last but not the least Ivan(not yet legal family) was her heartbeat.Her life centred around him, her family and academics.I tell you she's one of the beaming students setting up her life in a well known institution(and if u wish to know her more personally let me know ;) ) , her brother taken up a job with a leading  brand NIKE.Everything's set isn't it?..........
a lil history[like did i just tell u Sarah was pursuing engineering following the footsteps of her brother.What the hell was her brother doing in NIKE?Well obviously designing shoes for $10 and selling it to us at $100!Leave him alone why u bothered about her bro?it's not his slot! ]


And here comes Mr.Ivan and Ms. Sarah.Heard of the Yule ball(HP fan?)...never mind just any ball.They hit the coll with fire bolt!I mean they were the sweetest of couples one could get to see without a ticket to the show!With those perfect Tits and Bits , perfect 'rothna manana' and the perfect dude and chick thing.Happening lot they belonged to........No in our wildest of dreams they couldn't split.Ivira and I are great friends to her.......basically Ivira believes in being single for i told u she has a motto and I-y would i take up some space again?......


There was something that smoked this whole thing.but we didn't have any clue.We could only smell it some days before the final destination.I solemnly swear it will take me months to start mourning on it for Sarah and Ivan come together even in our thoughts.Ivira has always been apprehensive of any relation even this one.I was neutral and Sarah?(this wl be dumb if i wrote it)if u don't, ask the SMARTIES-they r a cool gang!;)
Eventually days back we were aware of a recent crush of Sarah and believe me he topped my list too except Daniel of course.They were mutually attracted(nothing great these days in the most decent places in America,i say) and what else ?They got chatting!Nothing was hidden from Ivan.Now it must be getting dull........first their intro->
Ivan was the Shy,intelligent boy.....always in hep jeans , gelled hair,elegant spectacles(I'd prefer contact lens) and the heart of the girls(i mean most)!And yes intelligence here has been co-related to marks,position blah blah.....which most people do!
Sarah an outspoken , extremely fashionable, relatively short.........in short lived life sort of girl.She still owes me a sorry for she patched up with him in school without our permission!Beyond that she is innocent.
Into the class walked in the hot couples(before time).....for they had lots to talk about in class, next came in the single boys.......for they had to take another look just to make sure if any feasibly interesting girl had skipped their eye just last day and lastly the single girls(they arrived late) and had the coolest of temperaments-undone assignments,untidy hair,late wake up and tyre puncture excuses[even if they were kicked out of the class they managed to find work because all the assignments were left out]!SMARTIES have a ques?What the hell were they doing at home!.......nothing much 'sleeping'-'sweet slumber'//and hey!respect it that's my area :) ........could write a whole article will catch up with it surely.

And after all this u think they were a show up Jodi!No of course not.......seen Jodi breakers then u'll know exactly what i mean!-They were the simple kind.We got some study matters cleared up too with this guy-i mean Ivan.He's a darling i tell u.They made just each other look the better!.....and chemistry in spite of it being a spiteful subject at school i loved it here!......They went eating,shopping,studying,kidding and complimenting together.
I'll tell u once when we were all there.It was Sarah's bday!We four were at Sarah's place and i remember her waiting a whole hour for Ivan(who was desperately late) and we were like planning pyjama party save Sarah.In spite of our pleading with her she wouldn't cut the cake and was on diet that day.Only when Ivan was there she first exploded(v.common isn't it.....seen it in parents atleast?) then they hugged and all over!OVER?[i would have brought the house down]!//////moments later Ivan and she cut the cake and we got something of the promising cake! >:( Bday gifts i forgot to specify.Where we were busy spending pennies to get the awesome gift this lad had worked up her picture!He had painted her and since it wasn't as beautiful he kept trying so he got late,desperately late!.....Horribly good!A jewel we thought to ourselves!
Later after we left Ivan had called us to say she had fainted and that her parents were going to arrive in no time.We rushed back to accompany them and somehow managed her health or we owed an explaination!-good luck!
This is how it was no one failed their terms rather they outdid them!If u were an Indian author to 2 American friends u'd possibly say 'RAB NE BANA DI JODI'.....and yet nothing, nothing at all lasts forever!
A 6year relation just shattered into pieces.Why is still unknown.It just means even 007 isn't invincible!There was this unheard silence and then the storm.I must have said Ivan was Shy!It might have been something that troubled him like that 'got chatting' thing or ego or just maybe he'd found a better Sarah?We don't know all that concerns Ivira and me is this fishy bloke is no longer considered hero in our eyes!He lost Sarah and we lost respect for him all simultaneous.No matter what doesn't he atleast owe her an answer?Sarah is all broken and we r trying to get her fixed when she says "i not broken;don't try to fix me"........  :(

hold on!ur hand's slipping

On this treadmill i do run
faster, faster goes the push on
I slog through those rubberised paths
friction beating my new shoes
and yet i believe I'll meat my goal!
For this treadmill's mine and the sorrow's ours!
I'll wait till it's ready to
let me the bag of secrets!
I tried to run faster
but i just couldn't cross him over
So i decided to wait!
Endless wait, i say..........move on Sarah!A brighter sun awaits u.Embrace it before it's gone.
"i cannot she says",I feel girls are too girlish......Ivan was way ahead he had moved on.....not to return back again!HEY!WAIT DID I JUST SAY  HE WAS TOO SHY?....

-I do not wish to hurt the sentiments of any girl or boy!I have a story on the girl's part too!Not that all boys are bad neither r all girls good.But mostly in India the latter make more goals in maintaining relations :)

May be arranged marriages are our sole destinations what happens today is after breakup and what happened yesterday was without breakup!