ME~and myself

the greatest things in life are always undiscovered in us...........we hardly know ourselves but there's one little relation which i'd like to mention(my sister) who knows and loves me more than anyone (even god).With her i need no one.Know that most won't know what i mean but that's how my life is.I'm in a professional course simply by god's grace and my teachers credit and some hardwork!but i'm a person with lots of mood swings........like right now i wanted to write.I'm almost sure that there is going to be no one ever who can be as precious as my sister........because there can be no one better than her or=also.Yet i enjoy life,with all the beauties it's got to give me.love life.I'd like to tell all people reading this that know me through my work that's my identity.thankyou.

harry potter in dreams

                                                                                                                             Harry Potter.....[.1] 

  The last of the POTTERS   was still   in HOGWARDS…….in Danger.

                                      
 ^{THE NEW VISITER’S ARRIVAL…}

Dumped    under a stack of books a boy was   found …

“HARRY what are you doing over here??” shouted Dr.SNAPE.    “Haven’t   you  gone  for  your  HOLIDAYS!!!” “Aa..yes ..no…I mean ..Yes”, trying to dust himself and his mind reciting silently “keep off me you murky spiders, keep off!”

 “Will  you  just  inform me  of what  are  you’re doing  here??”                                      

“Nothing  ! I  mean  checking    the  new  pile  of  books”….  

  “Then  I  have  some  work  for  you!”

 “Some  work??”… “No! I.. mean .. What work?”, un-inquisitively.

“There’s a new student this time of your class!”tilting his glasses a little, he continued “and

  you’ll have to accompany her …..and you already have an experience..isin’t it???”

“What??but Ron’s not there…I mean..I’ve got work…yes” with a smirk, he continued “your Homework…sir!”

“I know you’ll have an excuse just like last time…you’ll not escape from this particular  work…alright???”

Harry looked down, disappointedly and replied decently “Yes sir…..anything else?”

“No” demandingly and as he had finished he was walking away ,when suddenly he heard someone shout,“Sir”and he looked back , …..it was Harry….

Harry ran up to him and said “Sir. please don’t mind…actually…the new students are very boring and too inquisitive…a..i mean….”“You mean I’m supposed to know that” …he looked straight down into Harry’s eyes through his glasses and questioned “Isn’t it?”

“Sorry! ….sir…..”

“It’s alright .. at least you were frank enough to tell me …but next time be careful”….after a thought or two he continued … “This time your lucky Ron’s not here .. there’s a golden opportunity for you”. Snape’s hatred for Harry had reached the summit and now he was bound to break ‘those musketeers’ gang.

"GOOD LUCK"....... Though Harry knew that Snape didn’t have a very good intention he knew Snape hinted on some little stone in the rice-----------------

Harry was confused…..What did he mean??What opportunity??  What VOL…??..this was a thought from the book he was reading.. `THE WILLOW CRANES….The history of the DARK LORD and the end of the HOLY…..!

He still had it in his hand…..how puzzled he was!..as usual…..

Suddenly he realized that he hadn’t asked Dr.Snape about the date! Actually he hadn’t any experience…..Moreover he was always confused…..Professor was making him solve RIDDLES..when Harry was on his vacations…..now he thought he required Hagrid’s help!

He looked out of his Window….and ..saw the fresh SPRING FOREST ……it was lush green…..

For the first-time he ever now felt…..of forgetting about VOLDEMORT..and ran into the

Forest…that he had always seen but he had never realized its depth…it’s innocence…..never …..

….for once he felt life …was Innocent….he felt he could visit the forest even when he didn’t have to go to Hagrid…..perhaps he could learn a lot of things from it……

A thought suddenly came to his mind….was he changing……..before he never enjoyed nature…but suddenly….what happened??…..

Suddenly something disturbed his unusual thought…it was Hedwig …..

He zoomed in suddenly and nearly fell on  Harry              

“Wha…wha…what is it?...after gaining his breath he continued... “Hedwig”…

Hedwig shrieked..he was hurt…Harry realized his owl was hurt ,he bent down and gently carried him up to his chest and blew softly at his wings and resting the owl’s wings on the table beside he spoke…. “Hedwig today you’ve come to your new master….now I suddenly treasure Joy…..joy that I have found today…..do you want some knuts….amazed? offering you Knuts….such a miser person?Actually today I feel very happy!

When he did not receive any reaction from Hedwig, he turned around to see Hedwig wasn’t there…he was in the corridor….his sharp beak facing downwards ..and his eyes fixed on something……..was it a mouse? 

Harry bent down to see the mouse………but …….. “A…..What???” it was the new student!

Without even informing, he ran down breathlessly until he reached the lawn. He stood there watching her {the new student} ……she looked modest, simple and was engrossed in a book {which looked like Dr. Snape’s book} so much so that she did not realize his presence. When Dr. Snape suddenly saw him he was surprised….. “I thought, you were escaping”…breaking the girls immense concentration, he said “Meet him, he’s Harry…… Harry Potter .” She looked up at Harry and smiled gently…….. wishing him good-evening,   she continued before professor could speak ,“I am Pritha Caine.” Harry  smiled back and offered her his company. With Dr.Snape’s permission they left.                                                                                                                                                                                                                             

Harry was  never too comfortable with girls …but Harry was inquisitive about the secret in the episode of which he had no idea. As they walked through the HALLWAY  Harry showed her a few pictures that 

were in the Hallway…… pointing his finger he said “this is headless NICK….you’ll see him very often…and …that’s PR.DUMBLEDORE~ our Principle…”then he stopped and realized

all of a sudden that the Bag wasn’t very light….. “Aren’t you tired , you must be…… let  me first show you the way…you’ll meet hardly any one..but you’ll have good company.. … and you can rest…..there’s a lot of time for introducing matter…..” with a pause he added “isin’t it?”

She was looking straight towards him and very thoughtfully added “The bag’s feeling heavy, isn’t it?”….

mute

it's my world.....1 among many as each thought is one world to me.

Like you and anyone i live here in a nice house with buildings all around me and my favourite time spender my garden.The only difference is that this is where my world starts and ends.I know i'm special my way and that it cannot be shared or understood by many or few.Maybe you've noticed i said 'house' not 'home' thats because if i was ordinary this would have been a home.Fortunately or unfortunately it is not so.

 As a child my parents were never worried about "why he walks late he's almost 3?" ,the most common ques. among parents.as a child i laughed when i saw children playing little knowing i would not be there in a year or two.There are so many who sympathise or maybe just i should say come to add to their daily gossips not knowing the burden a person can take.Parents are already is sheer misery.Just like my words there bitter tragedy was mute but that was th only thing that i could hear.

There's just 1 thing that's like me.the gerbera in my garden as i touch it my hand forms a ring and each petel caresses my fingers one at a time.It talks to me without saying anything.No complains,no expectations just pure faithful friendship .so faithful that it last till it's death.We live for years but is there even a moment when we can say it was completely dedicated to just one person to pure friendship?No!That's because we think of class,status,need...etc.But the gerbera doesn't think.....it's heart doesn't pump yet it works!Irony of life"what it seems like it's not always so".My laughter ranges for miles and threatens the dark,it pierces the air and makes me forget all that i'm not.it tells me 'what i am'...no sympathy please i have my world where the flowers my friend so i'm happy my way unlike those who look worldly happy but aren't actually.there's how it goes!my mute world........unsaid said.