The relentless ramble (part1)

Going for long drives,
May sound familiar to you,
Not me with you,
You were out there,
All smiles doing me a favour,
Never asking for anything in return,
Being the selfless person,
You can only dream of,
There you are like a ray of hope,
Into an unwanted woman's life;

You know it all,
How to treat a lady,
How to be a friend,
How to let trust seep in,
And yet you stay,
Unlike most other men,
Who would seek competition,
Who might want to have Miranda Kerr instead;

All of this with a little curve up your lips,
I think I fall for it everytime,
Even though I am trying to resist,
After years I think you make me feel,
That you may not leave,
But the scars are deep,
And love hidden much within,
I'm hoping you wouldn't leave,
Because I'd be okay with that,
But Never too well though,
That's the problem with hope,
Once you have it,
You cannot part,
Once you are loved,
One can't be unloved,
Once you stay,
It feels like eternity,
And each time I am jolted out of the horrible dream,
Whispering in my ears how things go crashing down and how I must weep.

And where should I stop,
The fact that you have many an accolade,
Solely dedicated to the purpose of human welfare,
So thorough a gentleman you make,
I am surprised you even exist today,
And I were so lucky to have your acquaintance;

Yes, the world seems to love me,
They can cross their hearts for it,
But ask them this,
Where do I find solace in,
Would they know,
You might think that is easy,
But believe me,
I've known the virtual world much too long,
It promises without the essence,
It cares not too much of 'care',
It moves on like a hopeless kid,
And I find the purpose of their lives undone, unearthed,
I wish I could help,
But one must start with one self;

Oh should I listen to the beat again,
The foolish heart that skips it again,
I can hear its tattered sound,
For long it hasn't been sound,
It's waited way too long,
And time has torn it down,
It no longer chimes like youth would have it tried,
It waits still in a cage within,
That's the thing with hope,
Once you have it,
You cannot part;

I ramble away like a lunatic,
You may pass away like any other time,
I wouldn't notice,
I promise....