a silent night

I walk past the lamp post,
Across the window pane,
And stroll on......
rollover a rock
And stare into the hollow alley,
In the distance,
A light shone.......
And it's  a silent night......
And as it approaches,
It passes by,
No!It's not this one.....
It's still  damp,
The white bench wet,
The night freezing cold,
I walk past the lamp post,
Across the window pane,
And stroll on......
And it's a silent night......
And here I sit by the side,
Looking into the distance,
Now no light fading though,
Only hopes scattered into the darkness....
What keeps you from the promise,
My dear friend,
What worries me is,
What has become of you,
Why have I not seen you yet,
It's past time.....
I walk past the lamp post,
Across the window pane,
And stroll on......
And it's a silent night......
You know not much time in hand,
I won't be able to stay any long,
THe clock's ticking,
And this time I can't let others down;
I walk past the lamp post,
Across the window pane,
And stroll on......
And it's still a silent night......

o woman

There's constancy,
And impulse,
Your mood swiping your face
from shadow to smile
But everything like an open book,
So genuine;
One moment your here,
Next your not,
Imagination overtaking you,
And laughter so real,
Like happiness comes easy,

And then again your so pale,
A wondering thought
straining your temple....
Passion redefined,
deft is nothing,
Serene, sensitive and sincere,
Moody as ever,
Yet so pure.......
When no one's there,
Some could catch a glimpse
Of you dancing waltz,
And yet again
Your that hard face
concealing yourself,
Even so true,
scared of fallacy.....
A blush across your face,
A flash of swiping your lock aside
And the expression missed,
All anew .....
Eyes searching for suspicion
and then your calm,
when no one's gone with your secret,
Satisfied with ur ingenuity;
No thing goes away
when u set ur eyes on them,
The dreams in your eyes shone,
Never giving up,
And sometime one can see
Your free spirit out in teh space......
Moody as ever
But so real , so humane .....
 O , teh woman in you!

i'm drunk

Not a drop of alcohol,
Not a step misplaced,
Yet amazed
At how i'm dazed,
And not in place....
Not a drop of alcohol,
Not a step misplaced,
Yet i'm right here
Where I was sometime back
As I look into your spanish eyes,
I'm lost
And not found in the 'lost and found' box,
HEre's my hideout,
to look into ur spanish eyes,



Not a drop of alcohol,
Not a step misplaced,
Yet i'm lost
In this buzz
Into ur spanish eyes,
In a world serene,tranquil and mysterious,
My rendezvous with you,
Don't look away,
For
Not a drop of alcohol,
Not a step misplaced,
Into your spanish eyes,
I'm drunk;

acquaintance

I'm in this fear,
overriding every fear in me,
This very fear of moving apart,
Of losing all that I had from here;

The end of an era,
I'm not so fond of,
Yet by the end,
Where I had gained so much,
And had little to leave;

Yet when I think,
Think about the random days,
When I cared not for anything,
Somethings got noticed,
While some didn't
And then I got used to noticing;

And then when I think,
Of the building,board or chalk,
I think i will miss them not,
But the acquaintance I got used to;

Strange but I hardly ever spoke,
Strange how I used to avoid the genius,
How I was harsh on myself ,
To keep me safe,
And now at the very end
I realise I will miss what I associated
So long, so easily......

I won't say I was wrong,
For what I thought best I did,
For what my temperament did was
Nothing more that genuine,
And nothing could be more right,
Yet I see this ordinary thought,
That brings a joy and fear in me
That arouse deep revolt in me itself,
I know a fact I wouldn't like to express.......
A fact difficult to face,
An acquaintance at times leaves
A mark more than the space intended.........

the nostalgic yr and a terrible sem

Well this'll be just for my friends-found anew and with every true friend I find a new self in me!
The truth is we don't make our friends , they make us........And there is this other truth,
I will probably nt miss college bt the life/moments in which there ws this certainty that I'll reach my friends every damn day!............freaking I'm using such words bt I just said smtimes we're nt  who we think-infcat no one's constant only robots can .....
I've kind of lived every moment/day in this last yr of college- I let go of anything that beholds me(well mostly).......and yes it was fun. I was bad, i was good , i was lovely and ugly......I was true and mostly what matters I just bought me sm moments and sm friends money can't buy!
I once gave all my faith to some friend and believed in her with my soul and then to be bad to her is soo difficult......bt this time I've decided 'No more parasitic growth' for the sake of sympathy.2 Chances and awful forgiveness could not teach her to be true, then nothing can. And I really hope she never harms any of my people again or I wouldn't take it!
I came to know a few people whom I'd been judgemental of  and yet things were so much different. Some of them kept deep secrets-they completely hide themselves from the world, some who I never thought wld really care can call me to say how a good news cld be saddening because it meant leaving me(god!I'm on cloud 9) and I am nt depressed because I'll nt be a part of the race(that wl be soon i knw) bt because we'll run on different lines. Well, right now b4 my exams of whc i knw nthing and am unable to study due to present circumstances I really hope all this genuinely remains genuine all my life-I got to know people good and bad ........and i'll stick to them and they to me-The bond of friendship so redefined!
The race is different bt parallel may be........I'll make them merge sooner or later for we live for this day nt fr a millionaire~fr we know what it is t care and nt be afraid of it anyway!
~love,
my friends


At every level i've found new friends and each of them shows me something new in me........It is amazing hw we hardly knw ourselves and every time I see a new me through them.Not that I donot exist without them bt it's like we're so much more free, boosted and secure whn we are together.Maybe we can't be together always bt I don't believe in may be s .....I just knw if u want it it can be done.-So wl meet up i'm sure